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I feel this on so many levels
5am

It’s 5am. I can’t fucking sleep. All I’ve done is lay in my bed and just sit in a puddle of my own depression and tears. I don’t know what I’m going to do with myself. I can’t stop thinking about everything. There’s so much I’m just overwhelmed and I just wish everything would go away. Im so sick of not knowing the truth. You talk about lying and that just makes me scared of truths that you’re hiding. I’m scared of what’s going to become of me and what’s to become of us. I’m sick of laying in bed every night questioning my self worth in life. And what would happen if I just disappeared. Would anyone even really notice let alone care? I have no way of letting everything out without being yelled at, being judged, of being sent back to that horrible fucking place. There’s so much I’m just overwhelmed with everything and my mind has become my biggest demon. Everyday it seems like I question if I’m a life even worth living. All I want is the bare bones truth and for all this to be done with already so that I can stop being afraid of my own fucking mind. I’m so drained. I’m so exhausted. I’m done trying. I fucking give up.

Posted: 18 hours ago

Not even going to talk to you because all that’s gonna happen is you denying everything or turn it on me

Posted: 4 days ago

I got a pretty interesting Facebook message yesterday.

Posted: 4 days ago
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